20 November 2008

On the Days I Wish I Could Forget

On the days I wish I could forget, I remember most. Sometimes I wish I could block out what happened, block out that it happened, and have my beloved back in my arms. Of course, I understand the drive to suicide better than most, but that doesn't make hers any easier to deal with. I wish that I had someone who knew my beloved, really knew her, to talk to, but no one like that exists, at least no one that I talk to anymore. Anyway, I guess the point is that I miss her, that I can't forget, no matter how hard I try, and that the truth is that I really don't want to.

14 November 2008

Time Goes Fast, But All Too Slowly

I think back to four months ago, or even back to March, and it seems like all the events in that time period only happened within a few days, but now passing the time seems to take forever.

11 November 2008

A Brighter Tomorrow

"Change is coming to America." - President-Elect Barack Obama, November 4th, 2008 (Chicago, IL)

Typing that is so surreal for me right now. I know that we elected him, but I find it hard to recognize all the implications. Working in Indiana, I find this victory especially meaningful, as even Indiana voted for Barack. In fact, Indiana had the second largest shift in the country, right behind Hawaii.

Anyway, more on this when I figure out what to say.