Elohai N'shamah

Looking through my old poetry, I found this gem, a meditation on Elohai N'shamah:

God, is my soul pure?

Is it true, what I've been told?

Did You take the time to create it,

to shape it, to breathe it into me?

Is it a gift or a burden?

Is it on loan?

(I can't pay the interest.)

God, is my soul pure?